Aargh.

[tju_tju_tju_tju]

I can't write. Whatever made me think I could write? I'm an idiot. Who also can't write. Well, I can write somewhat half-way decently. But mostly everyone else can write, like, 10000000x better than me and it's driving me nuts because I'll never be good enough.

*le emo*

(this has nothing to do with the bestofheroes thing, btw. Just in case that's what you were thinking. I wasn't expecting to win, and would've been totally shocked and confused if I had.)

...and even though I'm having a Writer's Emo Moment right now, I still want to write a Zach/Sendhil fic. TOO---MANY---PLOT BUNNIES---*short-circuits and dies*

I have to get rid of something on The List. Probably Mohinder/Thompson, since I can write that anytime and I have no ideas for it yet.

LATER: Okay. I started the Zach/Sendhil fic. And I hate having story files named "Untitled", I gave it a temporary title, and it keeps cracking me up, and I can't concentrate.

It's "Zach Likes When Sendhil is Nekkid".

You see? It keeps making me think I'm writing crack, which I'm not.

Comments

[fantasticpants.livejournal.com]

I think most writers go through that. Repeatedly and endlessly. It's some writery evolutionary imperative.

Want me to hit your emo moment with a Claude-stick? :D

[tju-tju-tju-tju.livejournal.com]

I know I go through it at least...oh, every month or so. So I'm thinking you're right.

Yes, please! *places emo moment on grounf for your beatage*

[tju-tju-tju-tju.livejournal.com]

...That would be ground, not grounf. I'm not sure what a "grounf" is. Sounds like some sort of sound a dog would make.

[fantasticpants.livejournal.com]

A very drunk dog. o_o

[tju-tju-tju-tju.livejournal.com]

Heh. ;)

(I really need to stop staying up so late...it's a little past 2 AM over here...but summer spoils me)

[fantasticpants.livejournal.com]

Shall I taser you as well, then?

[fantasticpants.livejournal.com]

Yup, me too. Pretty much every time I finish a fic, actually.

No, that's no good. I want to give the emo moment a fighting chance, or else it's just not as fun. Can it, like, bounce around, at least?

[tju-tju-tju-tju.livejournal.com]

It happens while I'm writing a fic, and after I finish it. Then I leave it alone for a while, and all is good. Mostly. Sometimes it's not.

*emo starts running away* Guess you're gonna have to chase it now.

[fantasticpants.livejournal.com]

I'm usually okay in mid-fic (obsessed and annoyed, but not emo-ish for the most part), but I actually need to be told a fic is good before I can stop angsting about it. And sometimes I keep angsting just for kicks.

*Tasers emo moment's ass.*

Let the games begin. >:D

[tju-tju-tju-tju.livejournal.com]

Yep, I need to be told a fic is good before I stop whining also. I have this pathological need to impress everyone.

Mwahaha! ;D

[greatwhitesnark.livejournal.com]

I'm not usually a big fan of RPS, but I would totally read a story called "Zach Likes When Sendhil is Nekkid." I say go with that.

[tju-tju-tju-tju.livejournal.com]

Neither am I, really, but for some reason I really want to write this pairing...

It totally goes against the mood of the story, but I might consider it. ;) And change the plot a little so it at least kinda goes with the title...

[aratama.livejournal.com]

It's "Zach Likes When Sendhil is Nekkid".

Hee hee heee. I think I might need to friend you, what with this and the Mopson ...

[tju-tju-tju-tju.livejournal.com]

Thanks! :D *friends back*

[skypipe.livejournal.com]

Well, there's really nothing I can say, seeming as you've already gotten some reassurance, but you already know I've felt the same way before! You're a great writer! *thumbs up*

Zach/Sendhil, huh? Can't wait to read it.

[tju-tju-tju-tju.livejournal.com]

Thank you! ^_^ *hugz* As are you.

Hopefully I'll finish it soon. I don't think it's going to be too long (unlike my Claude/Bennet, which is likely to have two parts to it)

[coldmemory.livejournal.com]

I can't write. Whatever made me think I could write? I'm an idiot. Who also can't write. Well, I can write somewhat half-way decently. But mostly everyone else can write, like, 10000000x better than me and it's driving me nuts because I'll never be good enough.

Dude, I've been headdesking like whoa the past few weeks over the exact same thing. Guess it happens to everyone.

"Zach Likes When Sendhil is Nekkid"
I love it already.

[tju-tju-tju-tju.livejournal.com]

I guess it does. Except for exceedingly arrogant people. Might not happen to them.

Haha...man, I guess I'm gonna have to make that the title now, since everyone likes it so much. ^_~