Aargh.

[tju_tju_tju_tju]

I can't write. Whatever made me think I could write? I'm an idiot. Who also can't write. Well, I can write somewhat half-way decently. But mostly everyone else can write, like, 10000000x better than me and it's driving me nuts because I'll never be good enough.

*le emo*

(this has nothing to do with the bestofheroes thing, btw. Just in case that's what you were thinking. I wasn't expecting to win, and would've been totally shocked and confused if I had.)

...and even though I'm having a Writer's Emo Moment right now, I still want to write a Zach/Sendhil fic. TOO---MANY---PLOT BUNNIES---*short-circuits and dies*

I have to get rid of something on The List. Probably Mohinder/Thompson, since I can write that anytime and I have no ideas for it yet.

LATER: Okay. I started the Zach/Sendhil fic. And I hate having story files named "Untitled", I gave it a temporary title, and it keeps cracking me up, and I can't concentrate.

It's "Zach Likes When Sendhil is Nekkid".

You see? It keeps making me think I'm writing crack, which I'm not.

Comments

[fantasticpants.livejournal.com]

I think most writers go through that. Repeatedly and endlessly. It's some writery evolutionary imperative.

Want me to hit your emo moment with a Claude-stick? :D

[tju-tju-tju-tju.livejournal.com]

I know I go through it at least...oh, every month or so. So I'm thinking you're right.

Yes, please! *places emo moment on grounf for your beatage*

[tju-tju-tju-tju.livejournal.com]

...That would be ground, not grounf. I'm not sure what a "grounf" is. Sounds like some sort of sound a dog would make.

[fantasticpants.livejournal.com]

A very drunk dog. o_o

[tju-tju-tju-tju.livejournal.com]

Heh. ;)

(I really need to stop staying up so late...it's a little past 2 AM over here...but summer spoils me)

[fantasticpants.livejournal.com]

Shall I taser you as well, then?

[fantasticpants.livejournal.com]

Yup, me too. Pretty much every time I finish a fic, actually.

No, that's no good. I want to give the emo moment a fighting chance, or else it's just not as fun. Can it, like, bounce around, at least?

[tju-tju-tju-tju.livejournal.com]

It happens while I'm writing a fic, and after I finish it. Then I leave it alone for a while, and all is good. Mostly. Sometimes it's not.

*emo starts running away* Guess you're gonna have to chase it now.

[fantasticpants.livejournal.com]

I'm usually okay in mid-fic (obsessed and annoyed, but not emo-ish for the most part), but I actually need to be told a fic is good before I can stop angsting about it. And sometimes I keep angsting just for kicks.

*Tasers emo moment's ass.*

Let the games begin. >:D

[tju-tju-tju-tju.livejournal.com]

Yep, I need to be told a fic is good before I stop whining also. I have this pathological need to impress everyone.

Mwahaha! ;D