Fff, of course.

[tju_tju_tju_tju]

I really shouldn't have gotten my hopes up about the editing thing at NYU. My grandmother's credit wasn't approved, and there is no one else to ask, so I can't go at all.

I'm kind of done being upset about it, but now I guess I have to get that second job after all. I can't keep putting off paying these loans. The interest is just gonna get higher and higher until I'd have to pay, like, $1000 a month or something, for one measly year, and it just isn't worth it.

God damn it. If I have two jobs I'm not gonna really have time for anything else. Hell, I probably still won't be making enough money to pay off my loans. Or I just won't be able to get a second job at all. Target is hiring now, but I can't get there by myself and would have to rely on my mom for rides, so idk about that.

God damn it.

Comments

[re-weird.livejournal.com]

That really sucks. I'm so sorry you can't take the editing class and that your loans have such ridiculously high interest.

[tju-tju-tju-tju.livejournal.com]

Thanks... it really does suck. :/ I got stuck! Everyone is telling me everything will work out, and it will, but I got stuck with this crazy loan and not even a degree to show for it.