blah blah blah career woes

I'm sure you're all very sick of me talking about oh woe is me, I had to drop out of college and now I owe tons of money, whatever I shall do, I suck at most things and I hate my job that I make barely any money at, boo hoo hoo -- hell, I'm sick of THINKING about it, to be honest. I'm sick of making excuses for myself... even if it's not really "making excuses", since all of it is true. I think I am a victim of one of those childhoods where all the adult figures in my life tell me I am super awesome and special and talented, and it demotivates me because I've always been told I would get far because I'm just so naturally gifted or whatever.

Agh. Life sucks. WHAT TO DO, WHAT TO DO. Sometimes I think I might be depressed. I've just lost enthusiasm for so many things I used to enjoy. I am so terrified of failure that I can't even try anymore. It sucks.